This is another blog I created so that none of my personal friends can see. They started questioning why I posting things about losing weight and explaining how I feel just wouldn't work. I eat like once a day and hate how I look. I want to be skinny and will be. This is me starting to work out and just not eat. Dont do this anyone, but this is how I work.
not happy
ever since I got home there has just been so much food around me and so many people making me eat i just don’t know what to do with myself. I was doing so good with just like maybe eating once a day and if I did eat something it was something healthy. That doesn’t happen here. Must have to stay in control and not let anyone else tempt me…must not eat! I can not forget to not eat and I don’t need this at all. Food is not necessary. Starting tomorrow fresh and back to starving. At least I know i’m getting skinner when i’m not eating and that makes me be able to go through the day.
5 months ago
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